Hello again...
A lot has changed since I last posted. I was super pre-occupied trying to get myself out of Maidstone. I have a house in London but the person in the house will not leave. So I am awaiting a move date. I have been looking for jobs in London of course but nothing has come of it yet. The one place that interviewed me ended up turning me down because the lady who initially interviewed me handed in her resignation which resulted in them decided to hire someone with more experience to help with the extra workload.
Job hunting is hard. I found that it took up a lot of time and while I was working full time I really struggled to apply for jobs efficiently. So despite a further delay on my move, I chose not to extend my leaving date at work.
My job was Senior Sales Assistant at CEX. I have worked there for 6 years, initially part time, but I worked full time for the past year and a half or so. I have been saying since I returned from my America travels that I am going to leave. It's not going anywhere, I'm not earning enough money, I'm devastatingly single and not meeting anyone new. Basically I need a change.
I think... I have been unemployed for a week now. On Saturday I had my leaving do and it was so much fun. I was so full of love and appreciation for my colleagues and I am so lucky to have them in my life. I am now on a massive come down and feeling really lonely. I can't believe I am not spending everyday with those people anymore. I could have had two more months with them! But I chose to leave early out of stubbornness.
I know I needed to leave and it will eventually be for the best but it's hard to imagine anything better than working with your best friends everyday. I just wish I was earning more money there. I don't know what I want to do with my life but I know I don't want to be stuck in the same place forever without the prospect of saving money to better my life.
It's funny how there was so much excitement in me to leave and take that step but now I feel more stuck than I did before!
So this is my life right now. Unemployed and bored and lonely.
Let's see what happens...
